April 2012
100
I would scream if I could open my mouth
Lips zipped, shake no
I would cry if my eyes would open
Sleep on, shake no
Endlessly apologetic to cover emptiness
I was out earlier, I’ll make something later
Excuses that fool them, and me
I would hit a wall if I had energy
Heavy bones, shake no
Busy in mind, over thinking something small
Small
I would bite the bullet if I was hungry
Trembling hands, shake clenched
Folded in my lap
Delicate and pinched
I would accomplish a lot if I tried to care
Too much, shake no
I can’t believe I’m actually re-writing a poem.